Sunday, May 1, 2011

Good day to you all!

So I finally decided to put my ramblings down on something..and well I hate writing, so let's try this out!

I suppose I'll start out with just telling a little about myself.

I'm Tyler. I'm a bit of a loser, a liar, a cheat, I work hard, and I'm very mean. With that said, I also have more heart then I know what to do with. I slid my way through high school, with ease, never applied myself..the whole works. I moved out of my house, and got a major reality check when I moved out on my own. I got behind on my payments ( $800 a month gets rough ) when I was only making $7.25 an hour. I got very, very stressed and went into depressed state. I lost my job and my girlfriend, and that made it a lot worse. I had to be put on meds for a while, which completely screwed my sleep schedule up because it would give me more energy than I knew what to do with.

...And it gets worse. So...I failed out of classes that semester too because I missed too much class. Ha, so before I completelyyyy failed, I managed to withdraw from classes so I didn't screw my
GPA up.
A year has passed. Still haven't gone back to classes, have a new job, a new girlfriend (of 7 months now! Woo!)...But.. I'm starting to get really nervous to go back to school again.

So..My question to you guys is.. What should I do..to get myself motivated to go back again?

I suppose I should also add I have a pretty bad video game addiction that I have a problem getting passed..

27 comments:

  1. I think you should get back to school and focus a bit on your studying!

    Good Luck!

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  2. Well liars,cheaters and crooks like yourself deserve what they give in return. But it's good to hear things are getting back on track, hopefully you'll be a better person after it all.

    I don't have any advice other than to just take the classes and don't follow distractions, with strong will-power you can pass your classes.

    Best of luck to the both of you, your job and your classes.

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  3. Thanks for the helpful words, but it's a mind over matter thing I guess :p I'll just have to push myself and hope for the best

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  4. You're a little bit of everyone else, believe me. Start going out more whether you feel like it or not, it's not bad in the end. Don't think about girlfriends yet, if something happens, it just will. When not out simply get up and go to your classes. It's as simple as that. Get up, leave door. Routine. Pretend you're interested in the classes and you'll end up actually following them.

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  5. man that sux try hard and good luck

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  6. Well the only motivation you can get is your desire to upcome everything that has gone wrong and be better!

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  7. Judging by what you said, money should motivate you. Work longer hours, show your boss you want to be doing that job, Even consider picking up a 2nd job maybe. Best of Luck to you in doing so and get your life on track, its hard starting out but its life and you will have to adapt at some point :)

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  8. Stop games cold turkey, if you keep yourself occupied with girls money and school you'll find you're a lot happier without games, then you can ween back on a few once in a while.

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  9. Awesome blog! Following you from now on, good luck blogging mate!

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  10. Hello there. This is a nice start keep on posting.

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  11. What are you going back to study?

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  12. ive been down the same road man, its tough as shit! i noticed a started a year long circle pattern, i'd get a house, get a girl, then shit would all come crashing down around me, about a year later i'd do the exact same thing, i managed to get out by just snapping and thinkg fuck it, enough is enough. getting a decent job is the start, do that and the rest comes naturally. followed!

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  13. If you can't get support from your parents then a good job is where you need to start.

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  14. a girlfriend it's enought motivation, you don't want she leavez you because you have no future.

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  15. Welcome, gl and, hopefully, hf ;)

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  16. Go back to school if that's what you want. If not, just do whatever you want. You only live life once!

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  17. Tyler we are looking forward to your next post keep it up!!!

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  18. The easy answer would be to work towards something in the game industry, but it's quite difficult to break into.

    Good to hear things are picking up. I'd say maybe hold off a little longer until you find your own motivation.

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  19. $7.25 that has to be rough. keep working hard though, the rewards will come

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